You know
that feeling when you step off the roller coaster? When you stumble about,
disoriented, because all that whipping around sharp corners and plunging down
steep hills has suddenly stopped?
Yeah, me
neither, because the last coaster I rode was the Runaway Mine Train at Six
Flags Over Texas, sometime between 1975 and 1978. Why choose to be terrified?
Life is scary enough.
However, I have
experienced a disoriented feeling after I dismount my carousel horse at Knoebel’s.
I’ve been going round and round and up and down while my ears are assaulted
with loud calliope music. I can hardly walk a straight line.
(When was
the last time you read anything with
the word calliope in it? You’re
welcome.)
So that’s
my metaphor of choice for this teacher (and I wager many others) after the end
of the school year. Now that the terrain has ceased twirling and the clamor has
quieted, what’s next? Do I get on another ride? Sit on a bench? Buy a funnel
cake?
Past
summers since my teaching ministry—I’d call it a career, but they’d have to pay
me more—began in 1999, have had themes of rest, recovery, gadding about with
other exuberant educators, and eating lunch out, which, technically, can be
including in gadding about.
(That past
sentence/paragraph is why they call me the Comma Queen.)
And I have
to do something, anything, to my neglected house every summer.
But this
summer presents a challenge I’ve not experienced before. It falls into the be-careful-what-you-pray-for
category. This summer I must begin writing to fulfill a contract for two
sequels to Surviving Meemaw. And I
must begin writing to fulfill another contract for eight biblical short
stories.
The
opportunity I’ve prayed for and dreamed about waits expectantly for me to
engage, as TNG’s Captain Picard would say.
Lord, teach
me to number the minutes, hours, days, and weeks in my summer, that I may gain
a heart of wisdom. (adapted from Psalm 90:12)
Great, Roberta. I can' t wait to read the sequels to Surviving Meemaw!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Sandy. I feel the same way.
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